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So I'm really annoyed at how some people react to situations really...

See, I'm trying to make a choice that most people wouldn't agree with, but it would affect only me, despite what they think, and I feel that I have the right to make what choice I want about my life and body.
I kinda want to at least try it, but it would end up being at the expense of my dearest friends, and as much as I'd wish to try it, I wouldn't be able to, because without my friends, I might as well try to kill myself again...
It shouldn't have to be like that, but my friends are unrelenting with their objections, despite it being of my decision... why can't I choose what I want without having to be judged for it if it affects only me? :(

Life needs a simplify button.

Because I don't want to have to compromise my decisions because friends disapprove.. but I may have to..

Thanks guys, I understand you have my best interests in mind, but this isn't what I need from you. Not in the slightest.